Monday, January 23, 2012

I don't know how to describe my love to you

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine . I'm leaving my life in your hands . People say I'm crazy and that I am blind . Risking it all in a glance . And how you got me blind is still a mystery . I can't get you out of my head . Don't care what is written in your history . As long as you're here with me !

'I don't care who you are . Where you're from . What you did . As long As you love me' .

Every little thing that you have said and done , feels like it's deep within me . Doesn't really matter if you're on the run . It seems like we're meant to be 

'I don't care who you are. Where you're from. What you did. As long As you love me'.

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows . But , I guess it shows . When you look into my eyes . What you did where you're coming from , I don't care as long as you love me , baby .

as long as you're stay in my heart 

Sunday, January 15, 2012

pengecualian dari PLKN

sebenarnya at PLKN best k . sbb , aku bleh berknalan nan semua org xkire pe status kluarga dorg , bangsa dorg . ky aku mengaku , selama ny aku xske lyn org yg bkn sme bngsa nan aku . n kwn2 aku semua nya org berada , n aku ad skit perasaan bangga ble dilahir an dlm keluarga berada . tp ble ad at PLKN , aku dpt rse yg aku sme nan dorg . n aku xkte dorg 2 xkaya . sebenarnya , dorg kaya nan budi bahasa , senyuman n pelajaran . ble msuk hr kedua , aku da bleh 'masuk' nan dorg . n , mlm2 aku selalu ikut dorg main gitar . ad kwn aku 2 pandai main muzik Kiss The Rain-Yiruma . jeles kott . tp 2 kelebihan dorg . n sebelum tido kitaorg main ping-pong . haha , best sangat . pkl 3 pagi baru tido . pkl 430 bangun . penat ky . pagi 2 gk kitaorg kne push-up nan JL (jurulatih) . sbb lambat smpai padang kawad . hm , ble msuk na wt keje KKJ (kontrak kita janji)-aktiviti grouping . paling best . sbb , aku bleh bergaul nan semua org yg aku xknal . mksud aku pelatih yg laen dorm nan aku . perasaan rindu at mama aku yg duk at hospital mmg ad . aku prnh cll mama , mama xankt cme adk mama je yg ankt . smpai skrg mama xdpt sedarkan diri . duk at ICU . hm , mama aku smpai skrg xthu aku g PLKN n da blek PLKN . rindu at jue pwn ad . kwn2 aku slalu sindir aku nan lagu Aishiteru-Zhifilia . tp kdg2 dlm lagu 2 aku ad gk terasa :p k aktiviti kelas . aku ske ! k sebelum kitaorg masuk kelas msti cikgu an wt bising . ayt dorg mmg best , contohnya : 10seconds to play the music . n cikgu laen an jwb oky , thanks you . n dorg an ulang2 smpai muzik 2 berbunyi . dlm kelas klau x layan tegor klas laen mmg xsah oww . contoh k : kelas aku an tegor kelas laen cmny : Hi CB5 . n kelas CB5 an ckp : Hello CB4 . kdg2 cikgu yg over na lawan tepuk semangat . tp serious best . thumbs up . mse dlm kelas dorg aja aku utk jd org yg berguna . tp masuk hr khamis 12/1 hari terakhir aku dlm kelas . pkul 210 , doktor bincang2 nan aku , aku disahkan menghidap penyakit _________________________! aku terkejut . aku rse cm na terjun bangunan . aku salah an doktor 2 . tp doktor 2 cakap , keputusan ny dorg da wt leby dr dua kali . n pejabat PLKN xhenti2 panggil nama aku . n sbb 2 aku bleh dpt pengecualian . mlm 2 kwn2 aku kena bentang an kerja KKJ . tp aku kena blek da . selama aku duk sana , aku rendah an diri aku . aku xckp yg aku duk at cyberjaya , aku xcakap papa aku sorg pemegang saham at hotel . aku langsung xcite psl keluarga aku . nama aku pwn dorg just tahu Muhammad Farez je . mse aku na pack baju , dlm otak aku ny aku hanya pkir penyakit aku ! aku terharu , ble aku na tggl an dorm aku . dorg semua ikut aku dr blkg . smbil nangis . aku terharu sbb aku bru tinggal bersama nan korg selama 10hr tp korg baek . n mlm 2 gk aku dpt surat dr wira n wirawati (lelaki n perempuan) aku xthu cmne pelatih perempuan semua thu aku da na blek . ble blek , aku terus tido . n solat hajat pkul 5 . ptg jumaat bru aku contct jue smpai skrg . hmm ok bye

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

3/1 - 17/3

assalamuailaikum . haha , nmpk an tarikh at atas 2 ? tu tarikh aku kena g PLKN , aku hitung pe semua , dlm 75hr aku xan update blog n xmsg jue . mlm ny aku na call jue . na ckp nan dea puas2 . ag satu , ms 11/1 naty , aku mgkin xan wish Happy Anniversary at jue . tp caye rr aku an ingt selalu tarikh 2 . n aku na wish awal2 ,
'Happy Anniversary Syg , I love You Like A Breath . I'll never let you go , and I'm promise I'll marry You ! You're my everything now to me . Me Love You Infinity . I can't to forget about You . Your laugh , Your Cry , Your Voice , Your Face Like A Doll . And , Your Name In My Heart . You know what Jue , You're my everything , You're My Day . My Shine . And You're my Girl ! I Love You . Pls , don't leave me . I LOVE YOU ! '


aku da botak . sumpah aku geli . 


ny gbr aku ad rambut . 

botak itu comel ? hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha ! rambut aku hilang . 
sia2 aku simpan , semua nya musnah ! tkut jue lari plak . n aku nmpk gemuk . 2 semestinya . tp abg aku ckp aku comel xad rambut . hahaha , dea perli ! aku geli . jue msti gelak terbahak2 tgk gbr ny :(
hmm k na call jue syg yg nga dibuai mimpi . hahaha . muaaah at jue :*
i love You jueraihan jamil .

Sunday, January 1, 2012





Hidup ny bagaikan layang-layang . bila angin membadai ia terus terbang mencecah awan . Namun , bila talinya terputus ia hanyut dibawah angin menyerah kpd takdir terdampar di badai ombak rindu .